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a combination of blue and green eyes. the left one is green (the other one is blue?...) i like batman. i hope he likes me, too. i am a member of the coolest family ever because of the coolest Father. when i was young, i wanted to become a pilot of an F-22. then i wanted to be in the Phil Military Academy. Then to become a priest (but realized was too bad to become one)... then i realized that i really can't be good, even if i become a priest. i just wanted to become an enginer then, though i do not know exactly what they do then. and so i ended up with a degree in business administration. and now i work as a programmer. how, oh, how did i end up here (or what tommorow may bring), i'm not sure. what i'm certain is this, that the Hound of Heaven will never stop to pursue me, until i become that person He intended me. both for His glory, and my ETERNAL welfare. and that ETERNAL word, starts today...

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    Entries for January, 2006

    January 11th, 2006

    Headline

    Posted by h0bb3s at 10:01 AM on January 11, 2006.

    i don't think this made to the headline but it's worth mentioning...

    last Monday morning, while walking on my way to the LRT, i happen to look at the headlines of some broadsheets. i don’t remember exactly if i have read words or have seen a picture, but this is what registered in my mind: "People are literally hurting themselves, just to touch that Black Nazarene." i went on with a sigh.

    and then this morning i read that there were lots of injuries caused by the said festival, and that even someone died. one of them died by lack of oxygen in his brain, due to the crowd. the other one died after he was brought to the hospital, if i remember it right, due to a heart attack...

    and this is the great news...

    it didn't make the headline, when it should be...

    lives are wasted out of devotion to a worthless wooden carved statue...

    worthless, may seem harsh, but it is the truth. and I’m not taking it back.

    the true GOD we should be pursuing does and will not live in a wooden stone. He lives in the temple of the Holy Spirit, our body...

    there is a voice within us, it is still and small, but this is what it says, "your life is precious, if you really want to be devoted to me, then make a difference. don't just die because you are devoted to a tradition, and let people admire you and even follow you. if you have to die, die for me, have a death that will make a difference. do not waste the precious life i gave you. you are far more precious than just dying over a tradition. i am not there. i am in your heart, and i sure want to use your devotion into something for a greater cause. don't just die."

    some may say, that it is the only connection they may have to GOD.
    some would even claim they are healed.
    some would even say that they feel honored and find their worth by having to get hurt by the crowd.

    this is what the book says,

    Deuteronomy 4
    V12: Then the LORD spoke to you out of the fire. You heard the sound of words but saw no form; there was only a voice.

    V15: You saw no form of any kind the day the LORD spoke to you at Horeb out of the fire. Therefore watch yourselves very carefully,

    V16: so that you do not become corrupt and make for yourselves an idol, an image of any shape, whether formed like a man or a woman.

    V23: Be careful not to forget the covenant of the LORD your God that he made with you; do not make for yourselves an idol in the form of anything the LORD your God has forbidden.

    V24: For the LORD your God is a consuming fire, a jealous God.

    The whole of chapter 4 mentioned these words frequently, “DO NOT MAKE YOURSLEVES AN IDOL.”
    It’s as if once is not enough.
    But the Lord knew, we can be that hard headed.

    Those people who died, died for a !@$#@!* wrong reasons.
    They died without knowing that Deuteronomy 4 is the voice of GOD.
    They died knowing a GOD, they themselves have defined.

    We do all have our idols. When we sin or make someone the center of our lives instead, we are idolatrous.

    But this is one thing that is so obvious…

    And until those who can hear the voice of GOD do something about, we’re going to lose a big part in transforming our nation.
    Shall we wait for next year and see what happens?

    the battle we have is not against the flesh, but with the unseen principalities and authorities roaming around us.

    we cannot see, because we are not looking carefully...
    we do not react, because we can hurt feelings...

    we do not react, hell will be crowded, too.

    Currently feeling: enraged & regretful

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    January 12th, 2006

    easy

    Posted by h0bb3s at 09:12 AM on January 12, 2006.

    Matthew 16
    25For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it. (Jesus, the authority)

    Lord, i admit it's easier to die physically than for my ego to...
    it's easier to save my skin than to tell the truth and lose it...
    easier to give up, than to stay and fail...

    for i cannot really have a life, if i'm not going to lose the ego.

    Currently feeling: sleepy

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    January 17th, 2006

    Gone In 30 Seconds

    Posted by h0bb3s at 09:19 AM on January 17, 2006.

    we made it!

    running down the stares from 27th to 25th, my co-worker and i were able to beat the office clock or else we're late. we had to take the other elevator that only stops at 27th floor and above, though we work at the 25th. it was a risk (a big risk, really.. HAHAHA)

    but the risk we took was worth it. we made it! even earlier by 30 seconds.

    geeze, i must be really that sleepy my Friend thought i needed some heart-pounding action... HAHAHA...

    i wonder what's next.

    Merci!

    Currently feeling: hinihingal (mood?)

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    January 20th, 2006

    prove me wrong

    Posted by h0bb3s at 12:05 PM on January 20, 2006.

    Sometimes... 

    Prove Me Wrong - Caedmon's Call 

    Sometimes I fear maybe I'm not chosen
    You've hardened my heart like Pharaoh
    That would explain why life is so hard for me

    And I am sad Esau hated
    Crying against what's fated
    Saying father, please, is there any left for me

    Cast out my doubts, please prove me wrong
    'Cause these DEMONS can be so headstrong
    Make my walls fall, please prove me wrong
    'Cause this resentment's been building
    Burn them up with your fire so strong
    If you can before I BAAL, please prove me wrong

    I fear maybe this is all just a game
    Our friends and our families all play too
    Harness the young and give some comfort to the old

    Don't let my doubts prove true
    Draw me close and hold me near to you
    Keep me still until the day you...

    Cast out my doubts, please prove me wrong
    'Cause these DEMONS can be so headstrong
    Make my walls fall, please prove me wrong
    'Cause this resentment's been building
    Burn them up with your fire so strong
    If you can before I BAAL, please prove me wrong

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    depression

    Posted by h0bb3s at 03:16 PM on January 20, 2006.

    Psalm 42

     1 As the deer pants for streams of water,
           so my soul pants for you, O God.

     2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
           When can I go and meet with God?

     3 My tears have been my food
           day and night,
           while men say to me all day long,
           "Where is your God?"

     4 These things I remember
           as I pour out my soul:
           how I used to go with the multitude,
           leading the procession to the house of God,
           with shouts of joy and thanksgiving
           among the festive throng.

     5 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
           Why so disturbed within me?
           Put your hope in God,
           for I will yet praise him,
           my Savior and 6 my God.
           My [c] soul is downcast within me;
           therefore I will remember you
           from the land of the Jordan,
           the heights of Hermon—from Mount Mizar.

     7 Deep calls to deep
           in the roar of your waterfalls;
           all your waves and breakers
           have swept over me.

     8 By day the LORD directs his love,
           at night his song is with me—
           a prayer to the God of my life.

     9 I say to God my Rock,
           "Why have you forgotten me?
           Why must I go about mourning,
           oppressed by the enemy?"

     10 My bones suffer mortal agony
           as my foes taunt me,
           saying to me all day long,
           "Where is your God?"

     11 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
           Why so disturbed within me?
           Put your hope in God,
           for I will yet praise him,
           my Savior and my God.

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    January 31st, 2006

    double negative

    Posted by h0bb3s at 11:26 AM on January 31, 2006.

    the Lord must be good...

    He just can't be not.

    Currently listening to: fernando ortega

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