i dream of having a family with my own kids..

i dream my kids would obey me...

but more than that, i want them to obey me, smiling.

and i believe God wants me to obey him, too. not with a heavy heart as if he's keeping me from the best things or the best people.

i would want my kids to obey me, and they are genuinely smiling from the inside.

what kind of Christian in his right mind would not want to obey God.

what kind of Christian would obey God, and is regretting while in the process.

it would bring me great joy and pride to see my kids smile obeying me.

i think God would, too.

"Be a sinner, and let your sins be strong, but let your trust in Christ be stronger, and rejoice in Christ who is the victor over sin, death, and the world." - Martin Luther

isa sa mga paborito kong pagbulaybulayan, wala lng,  

anyway, i won an mp3 player, again it's a creative muvo mp3 player, not at all bad kasi it's a prize! we had our company's office blessing last night. and we had raffle draws. just before the drawing of the raffle tickets, i uttered a prayer and remembered kuya dave telling stories about how often he comes home with a prize from a raffle or the likes. lo and behold, i won, too. God's favor is really surprising, because it's undeserved. how am i? still getting more than what i deserve from him

yey!

it's been long since the last time i really enjoyed listening to my favorite bands / music.  and it's amazing how it brings back high school memories with friends. endless overnights and music tripping. feels good, yeah...

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To God be the glory... sometimes, it's really hard to express how i have experienced God's undeserving love. i have prayed for a brother, and though it took some time to have a clear answer, the answer finally came.. he got the job

he told me how God has been so faithful for providing his family's needs. and i had a wonderful feeling for being part of what the Lord did in his life...

the Lord has been very faithful to me din. i now work in a company where my coworkers came from the big companies, IBM, HP, DBWizard, Accenture, among others. and for some reason, i got there, too... and there is only one explanation i can think of.. God intervened. and i will be forever greatful to Him.. i always have fears, but God have always prove to me, that He is greater than my fears.. To God be the glory.

And God is faithful, He will not let you be tested beyond what you can bear. and when you are tested, He will also provide a way out so can stand up under it. Amen.